the girl?

  • Well they call me jade. I'm a pretty damn complex person, but you're definitely not going to get to know me through xanga. I'm in love, 10 months and counting. i play the piano, guitar and i sing. I do this when i have free time, so don't expect anything big.

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Monday, 22 December 2008

Thursday, 13 November 2008

  • update, bitch.

    I get the point that i should leave you alone,
    but we both know that i'm not that strong.
    -Miserable at Best, Mayday Parade




    I think that, no matter what would have happened, we would be laying here - maybe not right now, but at some point. I think that, if we were supposed to be together like i know we are, fate would put us together in some way at some point of our lives. I think that anything having changed in the past would have simply delayed it for a while. If you think differently, that's you. But i think that, no matter what, we are supposed to be in each others lives, whether for a year or a few years, or for the long run.




    Death can't stop true love.
    The only thing it can do is delay it for a while.
    -The Princess Bride




    I know i'm not invincible, and, believe it or not, neither are you. You have walls too. I know you're trying to keep people out. Either that, or try to get someone to knock them down. I know you're scared. I know you have doubts. Whatever you say, it doesn't matter. I know you do. Because i do. How can you love someone and not be scared? I've seen your walls and i've seen your insecurities and i've seen your tears. Now would you just trust me with them?




    Tell me, what makes you think that you're invicible?
    I can see it in your eyes that you're so sure.
    - Vulnerable, by Secondhand Serenade.



    What is so hard to understand about all this? About the fact that i love you? About the fact that I always will? About the sheer impossibility of me being able to exist in a world that you don't? About the mediocrity that is me, loving every bit of the amazing being that is you? About the fact that, when i'm away from you, every particle and atom of my being goes through withdraws and i need you? About the fact that I don't think you realize how insanely ridiculous it is that you could ever think otherwise? Can you please explain to me why that is so hard to understand?




    That's the most absurd, ridiculous concept - as if there were any way I could exist without needing you.
    -Edward, New Moon by Stephenie Meyer.

Wednesday, 30 July 2008

  • Due to the Breaking Dawn release in 3 days [2 for people like me who are going to the release party <3], i'm doing a twilight/ new moon/ eclipse update.
    for all you Twilight lovers, you should love this.

    "Stupid, shiny volvo owner."
    -Bella Swan

    Bella: So I'm your brand of heroine?
    Edward: You are exactly my brand of heroine.

    If i could dream at all, it would be about you.
    And i'm not ashamed of it.
    -Edward Cullen




    Edward: And so the lion fell in love with the lamb...
    Bella: What a dumb lamb.
    Edward: What a sick, masochistic lion.

    Bella: You really shouldn't do that to people. She's probably hyperventilating in the kitchen now.
    Edward: Do what?
    Bella: Dazzle people.
    Edward: Do i dazzle you?
    Bella: Frequently.

    "I like the night. Without the dark, you would never see the stars."




    "Which is tempting you more, my blood or my body?'
     -Bella Swan

    "I'm here, and I love you. I have always loved you, and I will always love you. I was thinking of you, seeing your face in my mind, every second that I was away."
    -Edward Cullen

    "Before you, Bella, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars--points of light and reason...And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything"
    -Edward Cullen






    “Bears don’t want to eat people. We don’t taste that good.” He grinned at me in the dark cab. “Of course, you might be an exception. I bet you’d taste good.”
    “Thanks so much,” I said, looking away. He wasn’t the first person to tell me that.

    Alice: I've never seen anyone so prone to life-threatening idiocy.

    Time passes. Even when it seems impossible. Even when each tick of the second hand aches like the pulse of blood behind a bruise. It passes unevenly, in strange lurches and dragging lulls, but pass it does. Even for me.
    -Bella




    "And speaking of Italy and sports cars that I stole there, you still owe me a yellow Porsche."
    -Alice Cullen

    "I don’t have any leeches on my speed dial."
    -Jacob Black

    "I'm so glad Edward didn't kill you. It's so much more fun with you around."
    -Emmet cullen





    "Besides…the more time I spend with you, the more human emotions seem comprehensible to me. I’m discovering that I can sympathize with Heathcliff in ways I didn’t think possible before."
    -Edward Cullen

    "It's a good thing you're bulletproof."
    -Bella Swan

    "Would you please tell me what you are thinking? Before I go mad?"
    -Edward Cullen


Wednesday, 16 July 2008

  • [[1]]

    I don't care what the odds say, I don't care what happened with everyone else,
    We aren't everyone else.
    I'm not letting something as petty as highschool tear us apart.


    [[2]]

    I know they say we're too young to be in love, that we're going to meet other people and the chances of us staying together are too low, and that we'll probably be split by next year.
    But fuck them. They don't understand. I know we can do this.
    Just you and me against the world.
    Baby, we got this.

    [[3]]

    Tell me, princess, when did you last let your heart decide?

    [[4]]

    A wish upon a shooting star, a dream yet to come true
    Somehow i have faith in those two things, 'cause in both, i wanted you.

    [[5]]

    She's that classic beauty that everyone wishes they could have.
    She's got that incredible wit that always makes everyone laugh.
    She's got that perfect personality that everyone wishes they could be.
    But it's that pain she's got beneath the surface that she never lets anyone see.

    Maybe a longer update later, idk.

    if you want to comment on this i might be more inclined to make one.

Tuesday, 24 June 2008

  • Love takes off masks that we fear we cannot live without and know we cannot live within
    -James Arthur Baldwin.

    mask

    I love you, and because i love you, i would sooner you hate me for telling you the truth than adore me for telling you lies.
    -Pietro Aretino

    lie

    And in the end, it's not the years in your life that matter, it's the life in your years.
    -Abraham Lincoln




    A lie gets halfway around the world before the truth gets the chance to put its pants on.
    -Winston Churchill



    The world can end and the stars can fall
    and the cities can tumble to the ground
    but i swear i'll love you through it all
    and may those words resound

    falling stars

    Love is the condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to your own.
    -Robert Heinlein

    happy

    To be happy with a man you must understand him a lot and love him little. To be happy with a woman you must love her a lot and not try to understand her at all.
    -Helen Rowland

    sunshine

    Don't cry for a man who's left you, the next one may fall for your smile.
    -Mae West

    smile

    Some people wear their smile like a disguise. Those people who smile a lot, watch their eyes. I know 'cause i'm like that a lot. You think everything's ok...til it's not.
    -Ani Difranco

    CRYING

    When i saw you, i was afraid to meet you. When i met you, i was afraid to kiss you. When i kissed you, i was afraid to love you. Now that i love you, i'm afraid to lose you.
    -Anonymous

    kiss